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2011-01-02T23:21:00.001+08:00

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2010-12-28T01:40:00.002+08:00

Annyeong!

it has been some time since i visited here

my laptop was sick but i finally fetch it back from the hospital today! :D

theres some days which i really wanna write something

telling myself that will update all once i got back laptop

BUT

seems like not impt to talk abt it anymore now.

mayb i m really bad with direction.

esp places which i never never been to.

attempted to find superman ---> fail

i simply lost my way lols

luckily never buy wad i wanted to buy

if not it will go into the bin.

ps. judokas meetup was great! :D :D

2010-12-12T22:33:00.004+08:00

Seems like ppl close to my heart are all working hard

for sch for work.

on contrast i m jus lazing around everyday

hmmmm.....

but i m really enjoying it. LOL. :X

studying is just not for me

i hate to study ):

its jus that by luck,

i manage to scrap through all the exams to where i m today.

anyhow

to make myself more productive,

i have decided.

gonna practice back my piano

and gonna learn some korean

ahahahah

i gotta DREAM HIGHHHHH!

2010-12-09T04:16:00.001+08:00

At 4 in the morning. i m watching this and i m laughing until my stomach hurts.

ahahahahahahahahahahhaha

I LIKE SOOYOUNG!!!! :D

2010-12-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hoooooot~

pictures will explain (:

& Eliza finds the fun in cam-whoring too!

ahahahaha so cuteeeee ((:

2010-11-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

I. finally finish my exam

I. am veryyyyy tired X 999times ( and my head is kinda in a spin )

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

I. wanna paint my nails

I. wanna do hair mask

I. wanna mask my rotting skin

BUT

all shall be left for tmr

for i jus wanna wrap myself in between the sheets right now

2010-11-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

we ARE mugging!

i cant wait for my exam to end man.

30 NOV. come nowwwwwww!

its kinda disheartening to know that we still wont do well even if we mug hard.

ahahaha. not an issue on our confidence.

but we are jus being realistic! lols

so out the crap reason for us to take mc on tues.

yiqing is gonna have a fracture spine

and i m going to have dislocated fingers.

ouch ouch ouch.

and i din noe looking at ppl being shoot up into the sky at ClarkQuay can be so funnehhh.

hahahhahaha. it was a good one!

seriously.

phewwwww. and the crowd goes... AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

LOLLLLL!

( Y )

i SHLD be studying now,

but,

let me have my sleep first

Nighty (:

2010-11-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

Guilt talk.

wasted yet a day.

a self promise its jus ONE DAY.

morning i sae i will study hard.

and righttt.

tmr shall be the starting mark

love u always love you deep.

all these is jus surface talk

problem arises shake ur faith

now tell me whats really love

do not try to understand,

for they provide no linkage

random thoughts are just floating round

& i m merely wasting my time until my dinner comes.

alrighty bye.

p.s. SPECIAL is how i will call it

2010-11-01T03:25:00.002+08:00

Seem like im so diligent.

work on proj until this timing...

& it is yet-to-be-completed!

shall skip math later,

and sleep till 1pm (10 hrs of sleep..XD)

goodnight world.

2010-10-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

2010-10-27T15:28:00.002+08:00

i need a break i need a break i need a break.

sch sucks to the max.

projs are pilling up NON-STOP and some teachers are jus out there to get the hell out of you.

F- !!!!!!!!

how i wish i can stay in bed the entire day

drain out all the thoughts from my brain

and jus do... nothing!

WO YAO QU HOLIDAY NOW NOW NOWWWW D:

2010-10-20T01:23:00.002+08:00

my mood hasnt been exactly good these few days.

guess its jus random mood swings..

no one is actually involved..

(LOL WHO IN THE WORLD AM I TRYIN TO DECEIVE!)

so what if i dont want

i cant tell u that..can i?

in the end of the day,

who am i to give my comments?

okay time for bed.

2010-10-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. . .And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13:4-13

2010-10-10T12:12:00.005+08:00

over -slept.

wont make it in time for church,

so i shall update.

one thing i m certain after so many years..

is that my tear glands are so well-ly developed

i love to cry

LOL

and i do appreciate h-2-h talks

do not push me away for fearing tt i will fall

do not blame any party becos no one is at fault

regret is never a word

even if one day all these gonna haunt me down

even if i will drop to the bottom-most

2010-10-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

STEPHANIE IS JUS CUTEEEE :D

after sucha long time,

i actually woke up early and went back to church ystd.

surprisingly. stephanie actually rmb who am i. LOL

and her 2-yr-old baby sis KISSED me!

awwwwwwww ((:

i love kids like them! :D

2010-09-27T23:03:00.002+08:00

I m not not not not notttt going to go sch tmr!

woooooots :D

jus home from math mid-terms.

well...yea oh well. heh.

and.........

yiqing jus tell me urban needa do INDIVIDUAL proj for the upcoming tut.

goshhh!

my initial good mood tonite

2010-09-19T13:26:00.003+08:00

woahhh it has been lonnggg since i slept almost a full round of the clock :D

whatts uppp recess weeeeeek!

u have totally got NO IDEA how much i adore you!

hahaha.

i can hav time to paint patterns on my nails

to make up my lost sleep

to pack my stuff

and to complete and even re-do some thing!

okok of cos.. i needa do math & lab-report

but still.....

muacksss you recess weeek! :D

2010-09-13T00:02:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

ilu ♥

2010-09-06T18:13:00.005+08:00

laughing it off doesnt mean i do not mind

keeping silence doesnt mean i do not care

nodding to your "talk" doesnt mean i m interested

taking it in at times,

doesnt mean im ok with the perpetual nonsense you offer

stop it.

esp when particular issue IS involve,

for the bottle is going to burst soon.

alright time for dinner!

let me come back later to face my MOUNTAIN-much-to-do-list

2010-09-02T23:16:00.006+08:00

HELLO NEW HAIR! :D this is how i will look if i got short hair!??!

hahaha. nway this is meant to give you guys a nightmare. :P

2010-09-01T20:21:00.004+08:00

At this period of my life,

if time tends to infinity,

my heart will tend to 2 individuals.

like two diff asymptote,

2 totally different and unrelated ppl.

but yet their importance is almost equal to me ♥

the word "everyone" does not include them

cos they are not "everyone" to me

okay sounded so math now. hahahahaha

so today is teachers day.

texted mr pang and mr wangzhiwei

cos mr pang was so nicee to us & without laoshi, my lousy chinese will never get B. LOLL

and laoshi reply was hilarious!

"Thanks. You are good girl. Happy too. Zhi wei."

ahahahaha

and these are presents from my tuition kids...so sweeeet! (:

anyway i m liking gen bio more&more!

today once we step into lect...

lecturer say, "some of you is very excited abt when is the pop quiz going to be, and well.. its today"

me "HUUUUH!"

lecturer "of cos it will be open book"

me "oh myyyy. i never bring all my lect notes!"

then he take out a bag of M&Ms..

and so...its jus a bingo game!

LOL so cute!

As for our first assignment,

which consist of 5%

is merely.....

giving him our full name. matric number etc etc.

hahaha

THIS IS TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEE! :D

2010-08-29T17:13:00.002+08:00

this is so gonna be the starting slide for my presentation! XD

2010-08-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

Miss swan's videos are alllll so retarded-ly funny!

ahahahahahahaha

wooots i m addicted to it tonight!

2010-08-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

Tuesdayssss will be my worse day this sem!

really really dun like urban planning

actually i dun mean the module itself,

but [faeces.T]

oh well.

and morning theres gp class.

a total waste of my time mod.

so as can see...my tues this sem is like super --.--!!!

but i somehow like my wed out of all [sch days]

math + bio :D

cheem but interesting!

okayy time to do some of my soci readings now

byee

2010-08-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

This week hasnt been good

instead, it is rather bad.

i was not allocated to the tutorial slot i balloted for.

to make thing worse,

the sch gimme this slot which after looking through the class list

i realise i noe no one there. )):

& after happily believing that i had said goodbye to gp 2 yrs ago

it come back to haunt me all over again this sem

the workload is heavy and yet the credit is ZERO

wad.is.this.seriously!!

& theres readings and more readings pilling up

endless readings....

& i have been late for every single tuition i have this week

not a single one was spared.

sighhhh.

this is bad, real bad.

2010-08-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

I must say,

the science mods this sem are FAR MORE better than our fass mods last sem

at least bio and math make sense to me.

we visited TWO lib within the first 2 days of sch

how more "hardworking" can we be?!

hahahahah.

bypassing wad we actually do down there,

the word (library) indirectly suggested studious student

this so imply that...... ..... .......

woohoooo WE ARE NERDS!!

2010-08-09T23:31:00.001+08:00

2010-08-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Bidding for modules are totally blood sucking!

our-initial-monday-free-plan are being ruined

so yesss hello sch!!

im coming to you ALL 5 DAYS!

how awesome riteeeee

modules this sem...

1) General Bio

2) Basic Applied Mathematics for Sciences

3) English for Academic Purposes

4) Making sense of Society

5) Urban Planning

6) Real Estate Economics

& taking 6 mods this sem is.....

NOT EXCITING !!

so pls pls mods, do treat me nicely

i have to pull up my horrendous cap from last sem

Another thing.

to those of you who have gimme ur notes/books/papers

XIE XIE NI MEN! :D

-from ryan&me

2010-08-01T11:38:00.004+08:00

its not necessary to be

always happy

always loving

or even at times, always worthwhile

its always filled with extreme emotions

be it very happy

very sad

very angry

very touched

very excited

or whichever "very" at tt point in time

but at the end of the day

as long as..

theres faith

theres trust

its all tt matter to continue dis love isnt it..

2010-07-23T13:07:00.005+08:00

despicable me (Y)

half way down the escalator,

lynn asked "u sure today is not a wed??"

me "yeaa. today thus wad"

hahahahahaa

and she is damn loud btw

LOLL

2010-07-21T20:34:00.003+08:00

randomly, i pour out all the pens from my pencil case

so colourful :D

see i m so ready for sch............NOT! XD

i just like colour pens! heh

but 3 mths holiday is actually SO SHORT! ):

before i know it,

sch is gonna start again within 1 mth.

hmmm general bio...shld i????

2010-07-12T22:05:00.003+08:00

I like it that whenever u ask me to do something

you will never rush me ((:

♥

2010-07-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

Toy Story 3 is goooooood!

i never believe that i will tear from watching cartoon until today. LOLL

and hello hello luck!! :D

guess me & lynn was reallyyy lucky today! teeeheeee

Not such an exciting part,

i gonna take QET next thus. (15/07/2010)

this means,

i have to wake up early tt morning. YAWNS!!

to think that i have been waking up like 11am everyday for the past mth.

hmmmm.......

2010-07-01T23:25:00.005+08:00

Wohooo!! dyed hair with qinya today ^^

actually i wanted to try something more golden. lols. but tt person sae that colour will required my hair to be bleachh!

so....mayb next time???

okay now allow my new hair to cam-whore for a while. LOL

my webcam lighting damn lousy. cant really see the colour :X

done.

its not that golden afterall

2010-06-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

Portugal lost :(

but ....its actually an off-side goal for Spain?!?!?!!!

(Red-Spain, White-Portugal)

the referees are just BLINDDDDDD!

& he look like he gonna cry D: D:

2010-06-25T20:09:00.002+08:00

Many many angst!

rahhhhh. @$&Q@*&!?*!!^T

so i went to my tutee house at 5. and there was no one at home.

call the mum..phone no response.

awhile later..the dad call me...saying that even he dunno where are they.

and ask me if i mind to wait.

OF COS I MIND LA!!!!!

but i still have to keep my mood calm and say.."ehh if like tt i will go home. pls inform them later"

--.--!!!

though the dad was like apologising profusely but i am still angry!!!!!!!

but after ranting&ranting to some of you loves out there,

okay i m quite chill alr.

thank you lurrr. ♥

Gonna watch worldcup later at 10pm

Portugal vs Brazil.

go go portugal (CR)!! XD

okay tts all.

let me go and grab an ice-cream from my fridge now. bye

2010-06-16T20:58:00.003+08:00

World cup 2010~

i watched my first match last nite.

cos it was,

PORTUGAL V.S ......(cote-somethingsomething)!! haha

Cristiano Ronaldo! :DD
This no.23, his name is Fabio Coentrao. (yiqing like. LOLL)

spotted him last nite during the match and i think that he looks kinda hot too, with that golden hair on the field. hahahahaha. but CR better heh(:

next match to watch...Monday!

2010-06-12T19:20:00.004+08:00

so i saw my bro downstairs jus now when i come home from tuition and he was going out.

me : "aye where u going?"

bro : "out"

me : "where?"

bro : "outside la"

aye aye ayeeee!! what kinda reply is this!?!?!?

of cos i noe is outside right! -_____-

nway its the season of world cup again.

my facebook homepage and msn list is filled with world cup details from esp the guys. LOLL

ask me which country or team i like and i will tell you Portugal.

WHYY?

cos i like CRISTIANO RONALDO! :D

and theres no any other reason...

ahahahahahaah.

2010-06-11T13:31:00.007+08:00

A date ystd with yiqing :D

our first stop was to go suntec and spot for hidden "objects"! and we succeeded! :D

LOLL.

kiddingggg! hahahahahaha.

and erm erm...WHY U PIERCE UR EAR!?!?!?

O.o i have too! hahahahaha.

okayy ppl dun be deceived! its actually just........MAGNET! haha

Alrightt bestie..this will be the last date with u until u come back in july!

have a safe trip.

i will miss you(:

2010-06-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

My nails my nails my nailsssssss~!!! :DDD

tadaaaaaa~

this is the ART OF YIQING!! lols.

okay actually most of the time my nails are all done by her. but she dun let me touch her nails. lolss.

anywayyy. today one ii likeeee! :D

2010-05-22T23:19:00.015+08:00

WARNING!!

this is gonna be a longgg longgg longgggggggggg post!

here it comes....TAIWAN! (:

[selected pics from our thousand of photos. lols]

the first night market we visited: KeeLung MiaoKou.

hmmm first impression: taiwan night market reallyy look like Hong Kong's street to me. like those woman's street at mongkok. LOLS!

2nd day morning we got a chance to set sky light~!! :D TIAN DENG!! (hopefully my hypy is correct haha)
oh yeaaa and we are busy writing our wishes down. hmmmm~ ~ ~

i wished for "............................................................................................................................." YAY!!!

and its time to fly...

TIAN DENG TIAN DENG. let my wish come true ^^

after tt we come to this park. inside got this stone tt look like a QUEEN'S HEAD. but i took ages to figure it out.
anyway..since there are like only stones and more stones...we start to take all the "artistic" pictures.

like...following the stone man action on top. (ignore lynn's action lols)
pretending to look at some imagining spaceship....
another one....
and.......

A RETARDED PICTURE. LOLLLL

we seriously din noe this is taken and apparently, we are NOT aware tt we are doing the same action. LOLLL!!!!!!

food food food! XDD

wohoo we are at some cave again! according to the pamphlet its call Taroko Gorge i think?
this is a tunnel for car!

but see.....we are so brave rite??? (: heh

HOT SPA!!! :DD

hmm the following picture is "special"

Look on and you will see why....

so WHY????....

Because........

right after this picture.......

Kin mun fall down! OUCH~!!!
okay me and yiqing cam-whore-ed while she go wash. :X

nature fire?

but i was not really amazed. cos i was expecting like BIGGGG FIREEE when the tour guide tell us there are fire shooting out naturally from the ground. lols

I see army in taiwan....haha..

DREAM MALL AT KAOSHUNG! :D
they got this! so cute rite.

the 85-stories high hotel.
and view from 75th floor

this place...
tadaaaa. its a theme park!

and there's this SUPER SCARY ROLLER COASTER. omg!!!

so glad i m still surviving after tt ride. hahaha!!

that night..another scare.

they actually have these kinda "ghost" at the night market. haha

but i really got scare at tt moment when this "ghost" STARE at us and raise her axe!

look look, LOOK at her eyes! :SSS

taipei 101 !!

we are going up to the 85th floor for lunch!!! :DDDDDDD

the environment really damn cool. i like!! heh

the view of "LITTLE GIANT EGG" from taipei 101.

and tt nite we are gonna be going INTO tt egg!!

Here comes....AHEM!!

ticket?

O.o VIP??
in the egg got SO MANY light sticks??

and we are there to see.....................

yeshhhh SHOW LUO!!! :DDDD

Last day we took bullet train to taoyuan
and it means.....
BYE TAIWAN!! :(

and it ends with a photo taken tgt with our tour guide...

and now..

TIME FOR BED!

GOOD NIGHT! (:

2010-05-10T09:30:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY!!! i m at the airport NOW (:
flight is at 1025.
i woke up superrr early this morning la! i wanna sleep!!! heh

hmmm hmmmm...a few more hours..TAIWAN I AM COMING!!! :D :D
BYE PEEPS!!
(back on 17th)

2010-05-08T22:08:00.003+08:00

NG CHING MAN...U ARE DROP DEAD DUMB!!

(i hate myself so much now...at this very moment!)

2010-04-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

hohooo. This sem is so dead. but nevertheless.....

GOODBYE SEM 2!!!!!

nightmare will arrive on 31st may. but who cares. its still long away!

Yepp my 3mths holiday had arriveeed. come come lets enjoyyy :D :D :D

i had a few things to accomplished within THIS WEEK!

First. i have to clear up my room. its seriously in a huge mess now :X

Second. needa go change currency. hmm....

Third. its time to lose some fats!!!

Last. get ready for taiwann! :DD

Painted my toe nails myself just now..

this is call arts~ NICE??

hmm i think nice! HAHA

Went Ikea this afternoon and i spotted this!

Just for u guys info..my brother name is also BILLY! and...he has got a BIG STOMACH NOW TOO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

(okay hopefully he dun sees this :X )

2010-04-06T01:11:00.011+08:00

Basically what we left with now is jus JAP PROJJJJ!!! and tts killing me i tell u!

we have decided to abolish our initial idea and start ALL OVER AGAIN! argh okok alll theee besttt tooo ussss

And i jus went to check my finance test result. and guess wad.....

guess.....

YESSS I FAILED!!!!! :((

my first reaction when i see the result was "LOL HAHA" then after i think a while "omg wait. its counted. shittttt"

how ah how ah how ahhh...

urgh! uni is a sad place. to see ppl around me with BIG HUGE BRAIN walking around and looking at my daily-decreasing-size brain. IT SUCKS!

tmr no sch! WOhoooo~~~ meeting the girls to do proj after i wake up. yessss projjjj. press it on and get it done!

2010-03-23T10:39:00.005+08:00

Blah blah blah blah blah.. finance tutorial now and i hav totally no idea wad the teacher is blahing on.... .... ....

finally i understand why they count our attendance as part of our exam mark..cos if dun...i am so sure i wont even come at all. !!!

Its raining outside..make me so tired. so hungryyyyyyy!!!! Rahhhhh

oh last sat watched ALICE IN WONDERLAND~~ and we eat an un-imaginable amount of food. Zomg!! XD anyway the show is not thattt nice as compare to charlie and the chocolate factory..willy wonka willy wonka willy wonka...

This is our dinner..and we FINISHED everything

(ahhhh..these pic make me more hungry noww)

TIRAMISU! the resturant boss like us so much tt he treat us to this :DDDDDD

its damnnnnn nice i tell you! (in yiqing's aspect lols. i onli like the cream and biscuit)

1 more hr before this tutorial ends. siannn. ok shall go do a BIT of the management project now. my PROJECT MARATHON HAS OFFICIALLY STARTED!!

see yaaaaa~ (:

2010-03-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

Heyayayaaa....i dyed yiqing's hair ystd and turn out to be a...erm...erm...a complete FAILURE! :X LOL. (ok...shall let u take ur revenge the next time round on me.)

but it was fun, how we tryin to perfect it and messing up the whole place. haha. ok fun for me! heh~

Last sat was emerge and sunday was nus open house. Sooooo tired la argh!

and and..i realise theres SO MANY THINGS UNDONE and yet time is running short once again.

my time management skill really CMI! blehh.

Oh my luck, pls go to him for the time being and perform in full force!!! and rmb come back to me in late april...I NEED YOU! XDD

this is today before jap tutorial. hahahaha. i dun hav any idea wad i was doing but somehow i like this pic! haha.

2010-03-12T21:13:00.004+08:00

Whoosh...kick the last response paper away last nite!!
seriously..my mind mus hav gone crazy at that time in taking this stupid module. Grrrrrr I REALLY REALLY HATE THIS MODULE. it had been sometime since i hate something so much man.

So yea..tmr will be a busyyy day. havin 2 tuitions in the day..then will proceed to clark quay to meet them before heading for yiqing's concert. "All e best bestie..i love ya!! muackssssssss <333"

-praying for the same thing still-

2010-03-06T19:56:00.004+08:00

Finance over, Econs over :D but more datelines are coming up...proj exam proj exam proj exammmmm urghh..why isnt this thing ending?! ok nvm shall jus forget it for the time being. XD

today i had my first tuition session with eh...wads my student name ah? lols.but tts not the point..the thing is...she is veryyyy shyyy! haha. wah..i spend SO MUCH effort before making her tok to me sia. but it did went well (:

the only not well part...is tt i actually lost my way at tampines. :X then in the end...i took cab down to her house..cos i really cannot find my way and the sun is burning me!

haha i realise i always lost my way ard. tt time at boonlay..now tampines...whats next? O.o

ystd was a sad day for many..but yet..i see a glimpse of hope through it... ...

and i pray..."dear heavenly father, pls let him succeed this time round."

2010-02-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

BOOKED TICKETS FOR TAIWAN! :DDDDDDDDD

meet yiqing at chinatown supposedly at 1.30 today! but her tuition ended late so i wander ard those "uncles" shopping mall, browsing through diff travel agency at their taiwan trip. finally yiqing come at 2 plus!

and we start OUR MARATHON. heh

show yiqing the pamphlet i took from 5-star, decides that its not good for us and we went to ASA, cos last nite we saw this 5 days trip online. but when we reach..they say that this tour does not exist! all trip min 6 days max 8. Zomg...then we decide to go SA for a look. No trip for 5 days too and their 6 days trip kinda boringgg. wanna ask abt their free&easy but the queue is super long. we sit there and wait...after 20min.....we are still waiting....another 1o min...still not our turn. -.- so we gave up!

And we decide to go outside to grab a bite first before going to Chan-bros. hahahaha. the eating process is DAMN PAISEH! LOLS YIQINGGGGGGGGG!

the searching of chan-bro is the best..we totally become tourist! :X nway..after seeing their tour package, we still decide tt the 6 days tour at ASA is the best. so we go back to ASA but the auntie tell us sae tt no one book the 6 days trip. so it will be cancelled in the end. !?%!^!??^!^ okay and soooo in the enddddd....WE BOOK 8-DAYS TO TAIWAN!

anyways back to reality now, i hav got a finance test on wed and econs test on fri!!

-TIME TO STUDY-

2010-02-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

Last week when i went church, Pastor David actually says "True love is when u still love someone dearly even if at times they do not appear to be lovable" (lols..so rare that i actually pay attention!) ok so he was sayin that this was hard to achieve.

But but but ironically i find myself practicing it .... .... ..... and i start to ask myself WHY?!?!

With a blink of an eye, my recess week for this sem is over, jus like this. I realise i had done nothing at all for the whole week. Oh well. I dun hav a passion for study. i mean..who have? lols. but we are all studying out of no choice. and neither do i enjoy working at all. Sighh.

I m very tired, abt everything.

2010-02-13T18:21:00.002+08:00

Mayb time to update a bit.
Sch started abt 1 mth ago and somehow...it sucks.
CHoose 2 arts elective for this sem...omg..the readings are NEVER-ENDING!!! and my finance module tutorial totally SUCKS TO THE MAX! (ask me personally)
hohoho...my 4.99 fly away since the first day sch. LOLS

Spring clean-ed!! :D my room is...superrrrr cleann!

2009-12-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

Holiday has been a Blast!
and its coming to an end sooooooon. :(
(same goes to this yr)

Stayed in singapore for this whole hols...thanking myself for not going to re-new my passport in time. But i have finally done it..soooo i wannnn tooooo gooooo overrrseaaaaa next holiday!

Result turn out to be unexpectedly acceptable :D though its not that good but yea i m super satisfied with it. hahaha. No need to repeat any modules and the prob now is jus to decide wad modules to take for next sem. my head is going to explode soon. i hate to make decision!

2009 will be gone in a few hours time. This yr has been a yr full of changes. oh well~
LET THE GOOD STUFFS CONTINUE IN THE NEXT YR, FILLED IT WITH LOVE~~~
HAPPY 2010000000000!!

2009-12-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

Some ppl are jus meant to be normal friends. Once u treat tt person a bit nicer..u will realise that the person simply not worth it. As we grow older..we will find more & more of this kinda ppl appearing in our lifes...and every experience will let us learn something new.
Lesson learnt these few days is tt...never be too helpful esp when tt person is not exactly the ppl who u truly love. cos u will end up in some shitty irritating situation that is damn pissing off. sighhh

sometimes i wonder...
will i be happier if i stay in singapore or go back hk?

i noe i shldnt miss you but i jus cant let u go.

2009-12-02T14:00:00.002+08:00

Heyyy. its been a while since i last updated! Thanks to the sudden hectic sch life i had experienced. Nway..sem 1 is over!! Cheers!! (:

Exam had been a disaster..not to speak abt dean list..i think i m probably endin up in the BIN list instead. blahhh.

After exam... ...

GOODBYE SEM 1!!!

and now its holiday time! (:

(but no oversea for me this holiday..my passport need at least 4 weeks to renew..by then..sch gonna start again. haiz)

2009-10-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

Intentioned mugging day turns into a shopping day for us!!
brought 2 pair of earrings 2 skirts and 1 hairband today. lolsss.
before i noe it...finals for this sem is coming..and i still noe pratically nth.
tmr..will be mugging day.!! :X i m serious this time round haha cos me and lynn decide to meet at toa payoh to study instead. bugis for studyin is totally nonono man..too much temptation!

Nway..jus finish watchin boys over flower on tv..awwwwww!!! (: so freaking SWEET!!!!! how i wish how i hope....
i actually tear jus now when they reunion. awwwwwwwwwwwwww
its really THAT touching!!

seriously...i wish......

2009-10-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

-empty life Day 5-

Drenched in the heavy downpour this early mornin when i was going to work. this left me shivering, feelin sad and cold for the whole day!! :(
it sucks when u are feelin so sad but u have to fake out a voice tt seem to sound so cheerful. arghhh.

nway i WAS suppose to go for night cycling tonite. but qinya fall sick last nite (get well sooonnnn!!!! ) and mingrong mummy dun allow her to go! D: siannnn.

i dreamt
i cry and
i woke up...
(i hate this rountine :( )

2009-10-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

-empty life day 3-

GONNER!! Screwed, totally. My life, my sch work, and everything..everything all so screwed up. i start to hate my life.
Urban test today is just !#@^@&#@ mugged till 4 am this mornin with lynn and yiqing. skipped stats lect and biz lect again. but still.... no hope at all. Mcq with a score of 4/10 wad else can i expect for my short ans.
Got back stats test result ystd, 24/30 (dun sae tt its good) cos its jus exactly the MEAN score! damn it lar...why everyone so smart one!

i m losing myself..i m fallin in such a great speed. Accelerating each day. My mood is comparable to some shit these few days..call me a zombie if u like. i lost my energy for everything & i really dun feel like tokin much.

mayb i was wrong for tryin to pick a fight,
come back will u?

wad am i gonna do..... .... ..... ......

2009-10-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

Early birthday dinner with my class plus ivan. Awwwww. THANKYOU GUYS(: for coming, for wishing me early happy birthday, and the presents!
Planned to have buffet at furuma hotel..but its fully book cos today is mooncake festival too. so in the end we settle at Manhattan Fish Market.
i really miss them so much man!!!!!
After dinner...went to walk ard clark quay but all the places are so fully packed. thank to tt mooncake again -.- in the end we have no place to go but to go home.
Not tt exiciting esp the post dinner part but i m so glad to meet up with them.

On a plus note...Ryan sudden appearance today totally surprise me! awwww thank you :D

2009-09-30T21:26:00.002+08:00

Pon-ner Pon-ner Pon-ner!!
Skipped stats lect (intended), business lect (wake up and collapse back to bed) today!..only went to urban development lect..lols

omg lar...so many deadlines for proj to meet by the next 2 weeks. the 3 proj is like crushing me down!!!
If the deadlines are not meet..we will jolly be DEAD! sighhh.

aiya~~~~ why is planning for class outing so freaking troublesome one?!?!!! cant u all be more responsive???

2009-09-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

MY first ever test in uni is over today!
30 MCQ of stats..
its only 1 hr..and the invigilators wasted 10min of the time. they are lousy. totally!
we went into the exam hall..dun have exam paper. after the test started..i have to put up my hand 5 times before they finally give me my ans sheet. -.- how great

Sch actually ended after stats test. lols. make me so damn tired this mornin..so deprive of sleep. end up onli spendin 1 hr to do test. haha. went to eat then went central lib to use com..end up..i fall asleep! :X i can sleep anytime anyplace!! be jealous ppl..be jealous! :D
suppose to go work at 2..then me and yiqing went to buy some very not nice drink..end up needin to run & run. but still, late. lols

last wed...

2009-09-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

Sent my daddy to the airport jus now. sometimes..i really hate the feelin of sendin someone to the airport. esp those tt is very dearly to u. duh~
Tmr will be daddy's bdae. happy birthday in advance lur (:

These two days isnt going too well for me actually. i had been feeling so damn emo. wads wrong with me sia. :(
Every now and then..my mind jus wander off..and i will have so much "wad if" appearing in my mind..am i just thinkin too much??

Work test projects start pillin up..i m lacking behind like nobody business. Needa do so much thing to catch up but i cant find any motivation. arghh.

plsplspls. nth goes wrong for tt please! its THAT IMPT to me!!!

2009-09-01T15:11:00.004+08:00

This very time. we shld be very well at lect now. BUT..thanks to the rain..me and yiqing decided to let the lect pass. heh.
Rain ah rainnn...so destructive. :)

uni had been pretty relax for us..and i mean only us. other ppl have their time table so fully pack but we only go sch from mon to wed weekly!
Sch is almost equal to no sch..until ystd..when we realise how "throw face" were we at the biz tut presentation tt we decide to explore the central lib to muggg for our law tut for today. still...law tut today was....disaster!

ilu~

2009-08-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Law lect, such a good medicine for insomia. haha..tt only apply if u are like me. But if u have interest in law..then too bad lur :D

On my way home jus now, there was this aunt sitting infront of me who was on the phone. but..for more than half an hour..she was tokin non-stop. i wonder if theres any chance for the fellow at the other side of the line to open his/her mouth or not sia. haha

My gum is swollen.. :(

2009-08-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

2nd week of uni hav ended. my first 2 week...hmm...
Tut will start next week. things are gonna tense up i guess.

My ankle is in pain..cos ystd i fall down the stairs. lols!!! (lynn and yiqing sure have a good laugh)
Then went to eat steamboat buffet with lynn and yiqing (: and they claim tt i eat a total of 3 cows. hahahaha. when we go back..theres no more shuttle. so denzil actually came down to the busstop and drive us up..thank you!! (:

On one hand..i really miss CJ a hell lot. But i m oso glad tt i have lynn yiqing and qiaomeng in uni! <33

do i still or do i not??
i guess its not up to me to ans..time will show.

2009-08-01T02:22:00.002+08:00

I look like a roasted pig now!!!!
just came back from sentosa..which oso marks the end of our orientation. We sure have fun today! :D compare to the last 2 days..today is the most fun-filled. the previous 2 days its jus...well well~

I've decided not to sleep tonite since i will have to meet lynn at bugis @ 5.45am to catch the coach to genting! i m going to sleep like a pig once i board the bus..i m so sure.
Im like soooo tired now lar. Play the whole day under the sun and after being dunked into the sea..glurping down a few mouth of salt water :X...my whole body has no energy at all.

The best part is..my house here de lift was broken down jus now when i came home. so i have to climb 10 storey of stairs to reach my home!! how lucky i am! -.-

2009-07-27T23:42:00.002+08:00

My work at spc ended finally ystd. so happy so happy! had been waiting for this day for a long time man..cos i reallie dun like tt job.

Got almost everything for the uni admission done..feel so accomplised! :D
Ezlink done..medical checkup done..registration done..wahh. all done done done! now is the comin of orientation from wed to fri..
then the following week got this dunno wad welcome tea and the flag&rag day.
and... ... ... sch will be starting~

Will be going to genting on the 1st..then follow by KL and returing on the 3rd. Quite excited but oso a bit scare scare sia. (thanks to all of u who have tt little confidence in me :X )
"God pls look after us and let us have a safe journey..amen."

On a side note..receive this msg today sayin tt if forward to 10 ppl..then the phone bill will deduct by 40 plus dollar. Cos i receive a few..so i take it for real and i really forward tt msg to 10 ppl. Only to realise tt its only one of those normal plank msg and i had been conn-ed!!!! wah sehhh. Stupid me!! :(
Yawnnn~
Good night!

2009-07-19T08:36:00.004+08:00

Din update much recently. oh well...
Nth really exciting had happened, theres reallie almost nth tt happen recently tt i wanna keep as memory, thus i din wanna blog so much. Work is like tt lor..as in..LIKE THAT LOR.

Receive a complain case on fri -.- some ppl are jus pure brianless. shldnt go on abt it for i simply dun care.
At tt very moment when boss first tell me got this thing..yea i wanna to tok to u so much.. but then i noe tt things had changed, i can't do tt..for u are always not there. then jus after 10min..i am alr giving my nonchalent attitude towards this matter.
Cos on 2nd thought,its not exactly my fault..and i m jus a temp!! to me..its tt those ppl can get all angry for all they wan..but it wont concern me..they scream or shout in the phone cos i cant give them wad they wan is oso not my prob. i'll jus tune the volume to the lowest so tt my ear wont hurt. i never take any thing personal..its jus a job. be it their condition get worse and they demand to see the doc earlier for wadever reason..my reply will jus be.."oh ok ok" do they all reallie think tt i care????
i mean..i will try my best to help u if u all sound nicer, sweeter and be more grateful to wad ppl tryin to do for u lah..like tt i oso more willing to go an extra mile to help u get wad u wan mah..
but once u all shout..even if i can do something..i oso wont help u. blehhh

Sch startin in 2 weeks time!!!

i thought i can let go..to forget and to move on..
but i m sorry
for i still miss u

2009-07-05T10:52:00.004+08:00

Its onli a few days since i started work again and i start to feel so tired of it. i mean..workload is ok..ppl at the hosp is all damn nice, inculding my boss. but jus tt everyday wake up so early and everything is like the same make me feel so sian.
I REALLY MISS CJ A LOT!!!!! :(

Nway..booked the medical appt with lynn last nite. 23rd july 2.30pm. and sch gonna start in 1mth time. After so long a holiday..i m going to sch again soon!

2009-07-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

Back to work today.
its quite nice to go back to work esp on days when i had enough sleep and i had no plan for the day. cos going to work will means $$ flowin in..and i wont spend my time meaninglessly slackin at home doing NTH!!
workin means randomly using some part of my brain..haha..
ever since A lvl..i think my brain had actually went to sleep. (it have to wake up soon though)

my bro will onli be able to go back sch next week..so in another word..his holidae is being extended. -.-
nway..i have not collected my A lvl cert yet..its still collectin dusts at bro paul office. lols.
i actually hope to... ...haiz. well..i m jus thinkin too much...again

2009-06-28T18:21:00.003+08:00

Back!! (ystd)
the plane ride was totally fine. and i had 3 cups of Haagen-daz ice-cream. isnt it cool? (: haha
i brought a pink laptop in hk..with my grandma sponsoring me 1K (i.e. HK$5000) !! :D
shopping is reallie damn fun..jus tt the weather over there is a bit horrible. the sun is scorching..but within 2 hr..it may jus rain. food is no doubt nice so obviously my weight had increased by a ton :X. i needa work out something to lose weight mann. blahhh
but i did exercise back in hk kaes!!!. cos daddy make me go down and jog. i jog along the river near my house..sosososo long since i last run so long a distance. haha. am so proud of myself! *clap clap*

2009-06-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

So many things to decide..to many things to settle. oh man.. uni uni uni.
i m so messed up with the decision of whether to stay in hostel or not. on my hand..i can gain new experience..and i may even learn how to be more independent XD..BUT...theres no air-con..ok..if i wan tt aircon room..tts freaking ex.
though daddy they all are like encouraging me to go and apply now..in my dad's word..to "try" LOLS. but i get more and more reluctant as i try to think it through. so well... i guess i will jus let it go. stay home better. heh

i m bad in decision making. veri veri bad! :X i tend to think of so many small stuff..and in the end i dunno i wan left or right. blehh

Nway..some of my friends actually got rejected by all 3 uni. :(( WHY?!?!!! wth lor. they din fail anything wad. their result is not the jus pass tt kinda pass lor..i think its relatively decent..and they did pass gp man. haizz.
hopefully their appeal is sucessful.

I m flyin tmr.. wheee~ Be back in 2 weeks. Cya ppl!!

2009-06-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

A sad news hit me today. i din even noe i am going to feel this way. i was shock by my own feelin too. upon hearin tt..a weird feelin actually arouse from my heart.
If i m to sae i have totally no feelin for u at all. i noe i mus be lying.. but the feelin i have for u..is like i m treatin u like a bro. yepp..but yea..i m sad tt u are leavin man!! not onli work..but oso singapore!!! :(((

on train today when i was going home, i met 2 small kid. they are like super cute lar. the boy boy even hi5 with me. LOLS.

nway.sch settled. nus real estate. hopefully everything will be fine.
still have to go and do medical checkup and so much more thing to settle before sch. wah sehh applyin uni is troublesome.
god pls guide us.

2009-05-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

No more bloggin of work anymore. boss jus sae today tt its now a crime. like the NS guys who are not allow to blog abt their NS life, we are not allow to blog abt our work.
and finally. i receive NUS letter. so yea..decision time.

2009-05-16T23:25:00.005+08:00

Attended the tea party by ntu fass at the pan pacific hotel with lynn today. our real intention is of cos not to listen to the talk. so we actually sneak out half way..loiter ard until the food is being served. LOLS

then walked ard...ehh..and walk somemore...IN OUR HEELS!! and this mornin i actually so smart go and kick onto the side of the table so well ermmmmm. my feet no longer feels like mine!! :X

u will always be in my heart. jus tt..lets say goodbye for now.

2009-05-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

Monday was a needle poking day for all staff at the hosp. So i went to have a needle of liquid poked into my arm!!! :X and tt is..flu vaccination! haha. quite painful the moment they poke in the needle but come and think of it. this injection got so many benefits!! firstly of cos its free. and it will create this shield in my blood. afterall the place i workin at is the hosp! and lastly..cos i m going back hk for vacation in june. this will jolly well protect me when i m on the plane!!

Tuesday!! a day of high-ness and mad-ness. KTV-ed with lynn & xue then met meiqi for dinner. its a fun day mannnn. :D

ok when u all see the sign above. it means tt no xue is allowed at tt area!! LOLS!! kidding! i like this photo a lot sia. :]

this is passport photo! ok meiqi one failed. cos accordin to passport photo standard. i think the head cannot be turned to one side de. mus face the camera!! haha

then these 2 days is jus work work work. nth much.

ok.I received letter from ntu alreadie. offerin me econs!! tsk -.- ok i m keepin my comments to myself before i receive everything. but where is the one from nus and smu???? dun tell me they lost my application thingy. NONONO!!

2009-05-10T17:10:00.005+08:00

Isnt it tt ppl always say having nice memories is beautiful?
then why..why is it tt memories are causing so much pain in my heart. i close my eyes..the image of u is so clear. ur laughter ur smile..u are smiling so happily with them. playin a fool. creating havoc. so someone pls tell me. why is all these so hurtful now?? they dun bring smile..they bring pains..and even tears.

can u dun leave me?
if right from the start..fallin for u is a mistake. then i dun wan to be right. jus let me be wrong.
if missin u is actually a crime. then might as well grant me death penalty.

when will be the next time we meet? or mayb..will i ever got the chance to see u again? if not..will u still rmb me in the near future? will u think of me when u are alone in a quiet night? do u even rmb my face..if u close ur eyes now?
why?? why god wanna play such a cruel game on me? lettin u into my life and takin u away, jus like this. why mus things jus happen this way?
i tried...a lot of times. to onli think of the bad things tt u had once done. i reckoned it to be a easier way to forget u. but i fail. i cant think of any bad things...its like they have gone with time..wad is leave behind..is onli ur good. and..i dun wan i dun wan u to leave.
i beg u..come back plsss. i think i cannot take it anymore. i thought tt i was strong and tt i will be able to get over this pain in no time. but i was wrong. i cant do anything..but trap in this circumstances which is so harrowing.
when will my tears stop??

i really miss u

2009-05-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

Took half day leave today to watch 17again with wan xin at town! (: when i reach work this mornin at 9..i m alreadie lookin forward to 1.30pm. then at 1.30 sharp..i flew off from work and headed to meet her. we totally laugh non-stop at all today.

the show is nice nice!(: very funny. Zac efron's smile is veri nice also! hahah. then we went to walk ard orchard. wanted to look for the glamorous bra fittin room(jus to have a tour) at taka which i had saw the other time when going out with huiyi they all but it had vanished! So we headed to far east and i saw this pair of shoes..it look so nice to me lar. but dun have my size. tsk D: then i brought a bright pink new polish at $6 plus.. got 20% discount! (:(: Ate Subway for dinner and we stayed there for 2 hr plus. lols.

swine flu go away!! so tt everyone will not have to live in fear and i no need to wear mask the moment i step out of the room. its suffocating me!! and takin temp twice a day,even my off days and public holiday is like so troublesome..i always forget lar..then boss will..."CHINGMAN.YOUR TEMPERATURE!!"

2009-04-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

ALERT ALERT!!..the swine flu thing is getting serious!
from blue...the alert sign now is yellow..and mayb orange soon. goshy..now i realise how impt is my staff pass (ie nametag). this mornin i so dumbly forgotten to bring tt. then needa queue to register and take temp. its like walkin though a maze man.
then in office oso needa take temp twice a day. and we actually went to learn to wear mask today during our lunch.
I AM WORKING AT A DANGER ZONE!! though its consider as the safest place within the whole environment.cos the call center is so isolated at the hosp. but still..omg omg..hosp is a danger zone. god bless me. bless me bless me! (pls bless him too)
ok the news jus announce. its orange now! zomg.

Uni still have no news for me. i m still sch-less. more and more ppl ard me is gettin informed. but i got NTH still.. other than tt smu interview. shit man. i start to get worry whenever ppl tell me say they got informed. wad if i cant get into any sch?!?!?!!

2009-04-25T18:35:00.005+08:00

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On the side note. this few days the weather is like a burner. jus walk like 100m..everyone will alr be sweating like a pig man! gosh. i pity those who are in NS now :( my dearest, no matter you all are in sispec/tekong. PLS DO TAKE CARE OF URSELF!

2009-04-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

I guess afterall, my EQ isnt tt high.
So pissed by so many things today. I seriously wan to slap their faces man. if onli i can.

SPC SUCK. reallie. esp the one who fix the schedule. actually even before i start work i dun reallie have a good impression of this company alreadie. cos i found out they actually cheated us into it. the workin time suck. then after i start work..realise tt everything is super slack. have a relatively relax time. for a moment..i had sort of change my perspective. THEN..before i competely change my view. i got so irritated by the constant changing of schedule..and the non-stop disturbance and nags. my little little positive feelin for this job totally vanish into the air despite the fact that its slack. the negativity totally cover up any good point it has. I have a strong callin in my heart..well i think i m going to quit this job soon.

2nd thing..i pick up a call today at the hosp by this auntie who i think she is either stupid or stupid!!! dun she jus understand the meaning of NO AVALIABLE SLOT??? i think i repeat the words "MEI YOU" (cos she is chinese speaking. so actually the whole conversation was held in chinese) for a hundread million thousand times to her! it goes this way...

Auntie: i wan to see that chinese doctor this fri
Me: theres a lot of chinese doc here. which doc u wan to see and for wad prob?
Auntie: tt one lor. the chinese one. i wan tt chinese doctor.
Me: yes i noe u wan a chinese doc. but can i noe WHICH doc u are referin to?
Auntie: correct. chinese one horrr. huh. which one? tt chinese one lor.
i start to get pissed...
Me: Tell me the name of tt doc
Auntie: ehh..he is a chinese. koh something.
by much effort. i manage to find out...
Me: ok. this doc who u wan to see hor..this fri appt fully book.
Auntie: dun have fri? then give me anyday this week.
Me: this doc onli come every Mon&Fri afternoon. so yea. dun have other day. next avaliable will only be on june. cos May oso fully book.
Auntie: dun have ahh. oh. then nvm..give me any day this week can alreadie
Me: this week no appt is avaliable.
Auntie: oh then when have appt? (-.-!!!)
Me: june
Auntie: june ahh. ok lor. mus wait then..i wan fri mornin.
Me: auntie..he onli come fri and monday AFTERNOON
Auntie: yea ok. no prob. give me this fri afternoon then.
Me: this fri is fully booked!!!
and the whole thing repeat for more than 10 times. i get so irritated tt in the end i think i m pratically shouting into the phone. and in the end...
Me: this slot.(told her the time and date) u wan then take. dun wan then u go emergency
Auntie: ok lor....but can i have.... (before she finishes off her sentence)
Me: NO CANNOT! ok. a confimation letter will be sent to u when appt date nears. BYE!
and i put down the phone. omg..she is an idiot idiot idiot!!!!!

2009-04-18T22:02:00.003+08:00

Today work was crazy!..CRAZILY RETARDED. haha! me and wanxin has our usual panic..with food lying between us. main course:nasi lemak.then we have ice-cream, swiss roll, tapioca chips & sour plums. :D afterwhich..sugar rush set in. hahaha. we laugh till non-stop..our stomach arching and hahaaa..i photocopied my hand & she went into the "cage" of the "zoo" to write on the board. LOLS.

Went to extend hair with lynn on wed. hers purple, mine red. looks quite ok(:

Boonping jus call me from tekong. hahaaa. jus to say tt he dun like ns. lols.

2009-04-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

Seriously, what if one day i go and tell you that i reallie love you and that i cant move on without u???

These few days are my slack day. No work no work. its quite happy actually cos i had all the time to myself! but i still feel sleepy. though i no need to wake up early. haha. i guess cos i jus push back my sleeping time. hee.
last nite my bro dare me to watch the stupid ghost movie on channel 8 with him. then he so irritating. went to sleep half way. haha..scary cat! but i oso super super scare lar..luckily i call daddy there to watch with me. lols. if not i think i will switch off the tv the moment my bro went to his room. haha.
then jus now went to have buffet with family at ecp(:
but i m not feelin veri well now. i am havin a very bad headache D:

一开始是否不该爱....
我已经爱上了不该爱
这种爱这种爱伤害总是慷慨
笑着面对每个阻碍不轻易说离开
这种爱这种爱，是我选择的爱
你无可取代坚定的爱在盛开

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空...

these words rang a bell.

2009-04-05T11:59:00.002+08:00

arghh the rain is so heavy :( and later i m going out to meet huiyi. sian. i hate to go out when its raining. so inconvience lar. arghhh

i went for interview at smu on fri cos earlier this week i received a call which says tt i m shortlisted for their business course. the interview its super sian..took up almost 3 hr. i thought it will be like those max half-an-hour kind lar. until fri mornin when i was workin half way and receive a sms from boonping. tellin me to be mentally prepare for an essay and compre. i m like..huh..wad the hell its all tt abt.
after work went to meet ting & tony first and they bring me to smu (: then they waited for almsot 3 hr for my interview to be over and went to eat carls junior. lols

ystd at work with wanxin is so so so funny lar. actually we both have similar viewpoint abt the others. haha.(: and we both wonder why some ppl love to nag and nag and nag over the same point when we alreadie noe it so well. so stupid!

2009-03-27T22:22:00.006+08:00

Finally i had sent in my application form to all 3 uni. omg. the process almost killed me. :X its THAT troublesome! ok and i did not write the so called mini essay for all 3 of them. mayb i shld...jus to increase my chance. yea mayb mayb...
i had, for a moment, thought tt my result is tt good. but. awwww..its not reallie true. it cant get me to business actually. Come on business. tell me tt u wan me! XD yes yes..u noe tt u do wan me! lols.

so ytsd i took leave from work. and i slept till 11.45am! ^^ then went smu with audrey and boonping to hand in the application form thingy. Luckily they are around man. if not i am so sure tt i m going to get lost. hahaa. after tt we went to walk ard..and boonping treated us to cakes at the secret recipe :D:D played the stupid "wads next.." game. and audrey cant figure out wad is it all abt. hahahah. ok. it actually took me ages to figure it out tt time during trng camp also. lols. so i think its pretty normal tt she cant figure it out(: but this stupid game is like damnn lame can! omg. i wonder who actually invented it.

Did i mention this before? i actually got this another job at NUH. had been workin there for abt a month alreadie(: well..no much comment abt it actually. but i dun like this auntie. this big fat ugly auntie who look like an overgrowth tomato! eerks. everytime try to pick on me and she is not even the boss lar. STUPID!!!! initially i was quite scare of the boss. cos at first she always sae my dressing is not correct. but after a few days she become so much nicer(:(: ok then for SPC. as usual..the workin hrs is reallie little.but now i dun reallie care.(i would prefer as little as possible!!) cos i got another job.but if merely depend on tt to spend.... ... ehh...LOLS!! but its damn slack like serious. ok enuf say.

2009-03-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

The followin will be a list of ppl who i wanna thanks for helpin me to attain my result! :D
Firstly of cos. Daddy & Mummy!

for the teachers..
Mr pang (for all the concerns and worries he had given these 2yrs. and allowin me sign off sch early at days where i wan to! haha)
Mr WangZhiWei (chinese is reallie hell to me. but he jus take time to explain slowly again and again even if i always fall asleep in his lesson)
Ms Flora Soh (all the extra chem lesson and her patience!)
Ms fernandez (her notes is useful although she everytime always pick on me and scream at me :X)
Mr Chua.B.B (seein me for so mani afternoon jus before exam to teach me math cos i din listen to any of the tutorials and lectures before tt)
Math tution teacher in caravan tution center. lols i had forgotten his name.

as for friends...
lynn, xuexiang, huiyi, sam-yvonne, belinda, meiqi, mojian, ryan, boonping, zhenyi, joey, joshua, edmund.
and of cos..dear heavenly father and angels! for guidin me through the whole process! <333

2009-03-07T08:28:00.002+08:00

A MIRACLE HAD HAPPENED on me ystd. i am so totally surprise by it. omg.. who will have believe tt a 3 para essay with a no hope compre can get me a D for GP. goodness. Thank god. its a miracle..my result is too surprising. gosh.. jus now i had checked toady's date TWICE! to make sure tt its not a dream. yes yes..today its sat.(7th). ystd will be history. my A lvl result is fixed!

and wonder why am i bloggin so early in the mornin? heh i m at work now. so tirin lar..i had so little sleep last nite. cant reallie wake up for work today. but well..i brought all the stuff abt uni which the sch give ystd. so later i can read abt it. and its the ONLY stuff abt uni which i have. cos i was so sure tt i will needa retake that i throw away everything abt uni which they give before the releasin of result. now sian..needa go search for everything again! -.- i dunno wad course to take...but i think i will choose something in business. yea. think my choice will be business business and still business. haha.

ytsd is really,i mus say..filled with fixed emotions. on one hand. yea i m so surprise & shock with my result tt i cry on the spot when i see the result slip. on the other hand..i m sad cos i see ppl ard me feelin sad with their result and i dunno how to react.

To you :
I dunno why my mood is reallie affected by it. this sadness is much more than the one i had for any other ppl although ur result is not reallie consider as bad. i had always wish tt u will do better than me for this A lvl as i had told u before but my wish jus did not come true. I noe u wont be exactly happy with ur result at this moment too but i am reallie at a lost of wad can i sae to u. or mayb..u wont even wan to hear anything. i feel so useless now. U always appear to be strong. behavin as if u dun reallie give a damn to anything. I hope u reallie can dun take it too hard. of cos u will claim tt u dun reallie care if i go and ask u. but..wad i mean is seriously. i reallie dun wan u to feel sad...

2009-03-03T18:03:00.002+08:00

i jus came home from this interview at SUH. this is well..another phone related job and its oso at a call center. haha. but i dun mind this actually. cos its office hrs! nway i will have to tok to my boss in SPC abt reducin my workin hr if i reallie got this job.
wanted to onli buy cup noodles and cracker in ntuc on my way home jus now but ended up buying much more stuff than tt. :X

this fri is the day where darkness will fall!!! yeaaaa..my horrendous result is coming out on tt day. OH NOOOO!!! D: D: D: D: D: i dun wanna see my result. i scare tt i will cry damn badly. rmb how hard i had cried last yr cos my H1 chinese got a B. oh man. this is going to be worse! cos i noe tt my result will be so lousy. :( argh.the sadness is loomin...

2009-02-26T23:15:00.002+08:00

mummy came back singapore today. so theres no need for me to cook for my bro anymore. haha. but anyway my bro today was so poor thing. when i was on my way to work on mrt. i called him and see if he has reach home...then he tell me sae he still had not have his lunch. i was like.."HUH..how come?" his reply was. "i though u cookin mahh. so i came home straight lor" so no choice. i call him go dig for some cracker in the cupboard or cook instance noodles and wait for mummy to reach home. haha. when he told me he haben eat time. he had transform from the big bully to such a poor little thing. hahaha. ok my fault :X i din tell him sae i was workin today.

the rain today was pretty heavy. so me and cristina decide to take cab to work at somewhere where theres shelter from the mrt. we waited outside the popular of JE but for full 5 min..none of the taxi stop infront of the "taxi stand" and then..we saw the shuttle bus to IMM. hahaha. so we hopped onto the shuttle bus and went to buy crackers in IMM. then we took a taxi from IMM to work. lols. were suppose to go straight to work. but well...

will u please..ask tt one more time?

2009-02-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

I m such a good sister today!! XD
I cooked dinner. i teach my bro math. i do the dishes. and tmr i going to call my bro to wake up to go to sch! dun doubt cos i reallie did all these. hehehe.. well is cos my mummy went back to HK from today till thus lar. tts why i m so super nice to my bro. :D
this mornin went KFC to have lunch with mummy before she goes to the aiport. then i went to meet jeff & wingsze at bugis cos jeff is bringin us to this place in sim lim for a job interview. but i think the interview totally waste my time man. its jus to fill in a form any they will call us if they wan. -.- dumb!!

ok. and i went church ystd. then half way huiyi called. haha. so i went outside and tok to her for half an hour plus plus. :PpP lols. then went Kbox with wingyan. tony. this gal. & this another gal. hahaha. i seriously cant rmb their name cos they are wingyan's friends. but still..Kbox is always lovable! (:
i had told jeff the other day tt ...for 90% i will attend this talk in our church on this comin fri.(cos he was beggin for ppl to go. LOLS!!) then i keep sayin WAD IF the 10% do happen and i list out diff possibilities to him. haha. then jus now..the 10% happens! heh. this coming fri i needa work. Lolololol

2009-02-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

Work today was fine. Since its sunday..not reallie a lot of ppl call. so yepp yepp..its so fine tt its almost up to the extend of bordem. haha.
I was workin with this gal call alicia today! (: she is new too!!..and cos no much work today mah..theres no paper work and wad we needa do is jus attendin to calls and more calls..so we started chatting.. and i come to noe her better :D
Nway i still think tt the workin days and time in SPC is like damn little in a mth. and its by hourly pay la..arghhh. and i m sleepy now. i woke up so early this mornin...zzz...nights ppl!

2009-02-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

Started work in SPC today. din do anything..it was merely trng. Their trng is like lecture talk(and notes are to be taken). and its so long ever since i last attended a lecture..well well..as usual like sch days..i din pay attention to the full lecture. OBVIOUSLY! cos half the time i was tryin hard not to fall asleep.
For almost 4 hr.. i m jus in the meetin room listenin to them talk. of cos there are breaks in between but stilll... .... my attention span could not last so long. Half way through..i started stonin actually..then i drew some nonsense stuff on the handout which they gave me. lols

so basically..the trng is to talk abt ALL the stuff which i needa do. and it sounded COMPLICATED!! reallie reallie. i am super blur. :/ from handling of calls. to taking down sales order. to sending msg to diff drivers of diff locations for delivery. to doing paper work. to etc etc etc..
Nway this job in SPC had a damn relax time slot leh. for now i m like workin so little days only. So whoever has any other job offer pls kindly inform me. thanks lots :D

2009-01-29T15:02:00.006+08:00

Since i m so bored at home now. shld come update a bit. heh.
meet up with lynn and xue for dinner last nite at orchard cos...xue workplace is somewhere nearby.lynn was meetin her friend before tt in orchard.and i was suppose to hand in my time sheet to the orchard branch ystd. and we had dinner at this hk cafe(:
walked abt orchard after dinner but since its the 3rd day of cny..so many shops were still close-.- lynn spotted a BRAND-LESS bag in far east which cost $119. so we were tryin to look for a similar..but of cos much cheaper one. we walk walk walk and ended up going into HMV. zomg! i totally got shock by the stupid sound from the spider man movie which the shop is playin. and lynn got shock by...hahaha..a dvd cover. lols
we then went to Gloria Jeans Coffee. Stayed there till 11 plus.

meeting up with them is always filled with so much laughter. :D i love their company. even if we jus sit there and stone! hahaha. Quote from xue..."how i wish everyday is like this"

Accordin to the plan. i am treatin my parents lunch today afternoon. But last minute my daddy's friend call him out so no choice but had to change to tmr dinner. yeshh..its my treat! wanted to treat daddy since last yr xmas and of cos..to treat daddy means treatin mummy too. And..to change to dinner means i will be treatin my bro as well cos ii will be such a horrible sister if i exclude him

2009-01-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

Last day workin as a promoter (:(: i m so so tired. my leg is breakin. actually i m suppose to work till tmr. but since they sae tmr will be my rest day. so yeaaa..todae my last day! theres this uncle who ask a damn funny qns..he sae.."gal..how come they will hire u when u are still so young?" my reply.."child labour" LOLS
and i wonder..how come there isnt any commision for sellin biscuits. hahaha. i will earn so much if there is. cos i had sell SO MANY of them these few days! heh.
ystd tingting and tony come and visit me durin work. then they waited for me to end work and after which walk home with me :D:D awwww so nice of them.
tmr tingting is going to accompany me down to find them and stamp my time sheet. thanks sweetie!

(:

2009-01-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

first day workin as a promoter today. instead its my first day workin in this freakin workin world. lols. ok..so this job will last till sunday. as a promoter in bengawan solo -.- yes this is damn dumb..promotin biscuits. hahaha. but i keep eatin the biscuits as i was promotin. =X

i m pissed now..somehow.
yes...CANT U JUS BE A BIT NICER?????

2009-01-16T23:39:00.004+08:00

Life is actually a journey.. a journey which we dunno where is the destination. Theres so many path to choose along the way..and u simply dunno which will be the best for u.
Trap in circumstances after circumstances..and decision jus had to be made. when happens to get so lost..friends are always there to guide u through it. sometimes..its better to tok to ur besties than ur parents.
Worries actually grow bigger as we grow older. how native and simple are we all once were. but as time passes..environment change. things change. and of cos ppl changes too. i alreadie cant rmb my kindergarten..or even most of my primary sch friends. But i do ask myself..is memories reallie tt good? mayb without memory..less hurt will be felt..less tears will be shed.
as i grow older..i realise tt lovin the ppl ard u isnt tt easy. unintentionally, u will jus hurt the ones who are so impt to u..ur close ones,ur love ones, ur friends, etc etc. Its hard to love someone..and its even harder to let go.
Sometimes things jus get so complicated tt procrastination is the choice. waiting to see if things jus get better the next day. but deep inside..we noe tt nth is going to happen if we dun do anything. we try to avoid the problem each time..thinkin tt it will vanish on its own. but it never do.
oh shit..i m gettin so emo tonite. thanks to the conversation with xue jus now. :X
ok shall stop now.
and the reason for all these tonite..its i reallie miss u.

2009-01-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

Singapore Petroleum Company (SPC)..i m gonna work for them from feb onwards. yepp. they employed me :D:D ..but onli need me to start work next mth. -.- and dun worry..i m not going to the SPC petrol station to work. haha. i m going to their office. :D

I think my agent is so efficient lah. i went to look for him last tues..then tt veri dae evenin..he called and sae SPC will be callin me the next dae. then ok..thus mornin..he sae tt SPC are most likely going to employed me so call me to stop lookin for other job. and then drag and drag..todae afternoon he called and sae its confirm. yay!! so jus now i went all the way down to jurong to collect the documents from him.
hey ppl. those of u who are tryin to find job..come tell me..i promotin my agent now! ahahahaha..

2009-01-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

6 jan 2009... lols. i noe everyone know its todae's date. but i jus feel like writing it again. lols XD
actually i dun like this day! cos... ya. but afterall,it turns out to be fine. (: for those who dunno wad i m tokin..jus take it as i m jus tokin rubbish ba. haha.
so todae's mood is actually " ): + (:"

meet lynn today!! :D:D we are so pro lah. we walked the whole of orchard. and i think we even walk the same road twice. hahaha. then abt 9..we went to eat dinner at "soup at spoon" ya. i think tts the name. i not sure too. haa. the food there was nice...but...its so so much tt i couldn't finish :X i think i had left quite a lot behind sia..
and i m now tired tired~~

take care(:

2009-01-03T17:31:00.007+08:00

First post in 2009!! hopfully this yr is good.
so yea..i was back on the 31st.
01/01/09..i went to church in the mornin..then went to meet ting ting. and at nite went yuen mei's place for party. and ystd i went to settle some stuff with my mum and i dyed my hair :D
ok..some of the pic..am too lazy to upload everything. heh.

family photo!! (:

my bro is the camera-man haha

tt cart is made of bamboo. it can move one leh..but my bro too heavy. :X haha..i cant lift it up!!

then we exchange place.. and i was holding so tightly to the cart cos my bro think its so fun to push it ard. but it feels like i am going to fall down anytime.

my bro cam-whore with a cow! lols

I took this when we alight from this bamboo-made car..

can u all spot the very tiny me at the back of the pic? hehe

Oya..i am going to look for a job. so do contact me if anyone of u have any recommendation (:

2008-12-29T18:24:00.002+08:00

Let me tell u all abt tt trip.. well..the first day we all woke up at 4AM (i m half-awake onli) cos the tour guide called the nite before and sae tt we are suppose to meet at the dunno wad port at 530AM sharp to take the very first ferry. yea this trip the transportation is ferry. not plane. we went to somewhere in china. and not veri far..the distance is like from spore to malaysia i guess. so yea. the moment i board the ferry i started sleepin. 2 reasons:1) i am still damn sleepy. 2) i scare tt i will have sea-sick. :X

reached china...went up tour bus and experience long long bus ride. lols. ok..other than those long bus ride..the tour was fine. Throughout the tour..the tour guide had thought tt my bro is older than me! hahahaha! damn funny. she was so shock when she finally realise tt i was older on the veri last day. LOLS. and on the last day..it drizzled! oh man..rainin in cold weather is reallie horrible. its so cold lah!! and we went to the bamboo jungle. and took a bamboo-made boat and bamboo-made car. its fun..other than the cold-ness.and i think tt was the best place throughout the tour. (: got performance. wahh..the ppl there can climb a knife ladder bare-footed! :O then got 2 ghost house..but not reallie scary lah. i was onli shock a few times. haha. ohh. and my bro tried flyin-fox in between 2 cliffs when we went to this big big mountain which have lots of waterfalls. i din wan to try cos i think it was damn scary!
i will upload the photos on the next post.. when i return to spore
byee for now